黄昏的风在脸上胡乱拍打，不但不觉得痛，反之，有一种说不出的快感。你那算不上长的头发，仍然因这黄昏的风在飘逸，远处天边红红紫紫的晚霞依然璀璨，你的笑声随着黄昏的风在飘扬，传送到每个角落，我的嘴角不自觉地勾起了一道浅浅的弧线。才发觉，在纯真的岁月里所留下最美好的是幸福与单纯，那一段因轻狂而留下的回忆。因为年轻，所以什么事都可以不在乎；因为年轻，所以没有永恒的悲伤，只有你留给我的回忆……
直到后来，每当我一个人走在那黄昏的街头，那轻狂的黄昏便会从深锁的记忆中一跃而出，还有你那扬着天使般笑容的脸孔及那看似漩涡的酒窝，愉快地冲向我。一起那段纯真岁月，那简单纯粹的快乐与悲伤，还有出生之犊的傻气和勇气。我知道一切不可能重来一遍，但至少在记忆的版图里，我还拥有这些珍贵的过去，那是支持我爬起来的动力……
什么是追逐？为什么要追逐？世界的每个角落，每天都在上演着追逐：小孩游戏时的追逐、大人间名与利的追逐、感情线上的追逐、与时间的追逐、与目标的追逐……那我在追逐什么？我，只与自己的影子追逐……
觉得很幸福，因为“幸福”就在身边陪伴着我。但是，“幸福”能陪我多久呢？我不知道，甚至“幸福”自己本身也不知道。然，我已做好心理准备，随时迎接“幸福”的离去……
What happened to me? I keep asking myself recently. Maybe I’m too streesfull, maybe I’m too stubborn, maybe I already lost my direction… I’m just feeling dysphoria, I just don’t know how to handle the problems I’m facing now. What should I do? The final exam is coming soon, final year thesis is there waiting for me, but I’m really worry that i can’t do well in these two, just simply because of my current situation… What’s going on?
朋友是一生一世的，至少对我来说。我珍惜身边所有的朋友，但是否每个朋友都珍惜我呢？那天和一个谈得来的朋友吵架，很心痛也很不开心，但过后也当作没事发生了（虽然心中还是会有不解），毕竟朋友间有误会有争执是常有的事。但事情过去将近两星期了，才惊觉，原来误会还没消除，而且还加深了。朋友，过去的就让它过去吧，我们还是朋友！
潮水冲蚀着岸堤，洗尽了无数的痕迹，留下了无尽的美丽；
时间冲洗着岁月，洗去了无数的伤痛，留下了无穷的伤口；
无法忘却的过去，负载着沉重的回忆，永远永远无力抛弃。
落叶是无情的
当温柔的风来临时
它
不留一言的离树而去
伤心枯树的哭诉
有谁听得见
泛红夜空时
其他星星在喁语
黄色的孤单下弦月
凝视着它
谁会了解隐藏心中的痛
当
依赖已成为习惯
眷恋已成为生活
转眼一切成空后
what will happen if you just facing the same situation as mine?
lost 7 friends within 6 yrs? sad? cry? you will know the answer if you are there, one day,but i hope you’ll never know the answer, cos it is suffer.
michael, a friend of mine. i jus lost him 2 days ago, and now, i still can’t for get every moment that we have before. 20 years, a complicated relationship we have. not keep in touch always, but, we know, we are the friend we want for each other.
the last time i saw him was 1 day before chinese new year, the last sms i got from him was on valentine’s day, the last call i have with him was last week, but now, i have no more chance to hear from him, to c him………….cry, definetly i cried. till today i still can’t stop myself to cry, because it is too sudden.
dear all, lot of thing is out of our expectation, so, do please appreciate everyone who is still around u. that is the lesson i learn from him. take care, all my friends. take care, michael, rest in peace…..
